..if your heart isn’t there, don’t stay there. You have to be you. You don’t have to imitate anyone or thing, you just need to do what you love to do and all else will fall into place. Give hubby a hug. He knows it’s not that you don’t appreciate the gift; they just are not you. I got about $150.00 or more of charcoal supplies that I will gift to a local. Bought it all so I’d have what I needed but I don’t like the medium. A mistake but my mistake will make someone else happy. Enjoy what you do, time is short.