even if it is in the light of what has happened in the last year that I always think about it (and in the last summer before the covid a letter had arrived that in a few months I would have canceled exams, credits (actually I only had credits and if I did not register but they still had not canceled them which happened after 7 years, I knew 5 but up to 7 years you could re-register by paying a fee for each year not attended,), I'm really sorry because after all it took very little for which I could do something a little useful, I would not have become the person I hoped for but I think I could manage not to do damage, I don't think I am very capable where a lot of strength is needed and in particularly practical things but some tasks those of some departments, in some departments I remember it was good , it is a single job, a single path and in some places the learning is only in the field but depending on the department it is a completely different job. (and some miserable false signatures do not go I therefore almost never do the internship and this is one of the things that hurt me because I was trying to do things seriously and this became a disadvantage for an absurd day but sometimes these things happen and but I could not ascertain it, like that of the internship or copy, suggestions, but I understood it from the drawing, in the drawing you don't have to compare yourself with others but with yourself, I just have to try to do better than I did yesterday, everyone is different, has their own baggage, skills , if you commit yourself even if it goes wrong you can be at peace with yourself as long as you continue, do not give up that it is important and it is everywhere, I did not do it in important things, the problem is that I understood this rule of the game and then I would like a new game and more
more difficult, to play it better this time but I arrive late. however for the practicality and variety of the thing if I finished the 3 years I could like it or not, I could be able or not, this I don't know but, most of the time I was actually in love with that job and to be able to do it one day but final episodes left me drained so maybe that's better I didn't do that. I just think that maybe I was not completely hooked but sometimes you get stuck and certain things hurt, maybe you mess with things, you fall in love with wrong ideas or as humans you are wrong, I stopped drawing because I was a middle school teacher he gave us homework, drawing favorite cartoon characters and drawing at will, drawing was only one hour a week.
in that hour the teacher assigned tasks for the following week, one day he assigned to draw comic characters that we preferred and another drawing at will, for a couple of years I loved drawing afternoons at home, drawing comics, so I was happy (but not so much for votes, those up) above all to be able to draw and what I loved to do, doing what I like I find gives a boost in everything but the result was that after a glance he threw me drawing saying that I could not cheat him, I had not been able to do them myself those drawings and there were mocking laughter. that hurt me and I stopped, but now I think the problem is that the
drawing was one hour only one hour a week, this is wrong, you would not even have time to try or to always be well prepared. besides the boy who laughed at me, he tried to beat me every day (but he had a bad family situation, after many years I understand that sometimes you feel displaced and or you take it out on yourself or with others, the Italian teacher he had told him you go wrong make a mess and move him and me, telling him do like him and we advance to the first bench and since then he tried to take revenge when the literature teacher went away, sometimes it happened) and in that class we were a little abandoned to ourselves but it is a long story, indeed, I have already written a long story in 2 messages that did not fit, sorry Artyczar.
can I ask you a courtesy, I wrote these two messages in base
to regrets about my past, about my mistakes and even some unfortunate moments, perhaps, but in any case they are only useless regrets, I wanted to ask for courtesies, but without haste but if you can then you can chase them away and leave just the answer to your question that it was absolutely legitimate and I was pleased
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thanks artyczar ,, happy if you think i am doing useful practice.
Yes, 37 years old, last week was my birthday and also name day (they happen together, some people to save money, avoid a gift if he invents them all, I'm kidding). '