I've been crying since this afternoon and now I was doing it,
today, after lunch, I went to feed the kittens and found one dead and another dying
, in the morning I had passed a couple of times, seeing them but from a distance however they were sleeping (then they were crouched and breathing),
usually when they were eager to feed themselves they would come out, meow about it or when they heard noise or saw people (they made themselves heard (very normal actually after I had moved them they could not end up in the middle of the cars and not even give much trouble to others, other houses there they heard softly and only a few times a day and in any case it is in itself a place with insults and howls but I am an idiot and I thought to wake them up as little as possible after hearing insults, we lacked cats, jokes, but they threw etc, but they are alone ), I thought then I rivado after and
I found one dead, and another that was breathing hard and he died an hour or two later too
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the one in the photo had died, who was the first or among the first to feed, he followed (but everyone, I had to stay longer and above all force them to eat more, yesterday they ate little, until Tuesday they seemed to eat enough, only the little one sometimes you had to force it but omegenised they ate them anyway more, maybe diluted a little with water, you helped them, they took spoonfuls, on the saucer sometimes they tended to go but more for stalking but sometimes even there, croquettes they had said that from the second they could eat only those but they still didn't want them so what I had tried as more), for a couple of days he was one of those who also purred if I stayed still until they climbed or crouched., he seemed healthy, everyone seemed ok and they were lively, they didn't complain until you tried to leave, but yesterday I put them on the basket when they refused to continue eating.
I made them die, I made them eat as always homegenized until the croquettes did not take them by themselves and only a little softened,
And they fell asleep right away, it didn't seem strange to me.
But I had to go back with homeogenized that I was not comfortable with what they had eaten on Wednesday but then I didn't wake them up.
I suck at everything.
Everything I do or keep becomes useless.
the two alive move, meow but making them eat is now hard, no longer energetic (one is the small one, which while the others bypassed any co
a little bit cold too, wind on Monday and Tuesday), tried to force them (when I went today I called the vet of the visit of Friday to ask and he said to force the live ones to eat), I tried several times until 24, with jelly they ate but not even that anymore, before I looked for some milk that shouldn't hurt them but not even that, maybe a little, or maybe jelly but a little.
Between yesterday and this morning everything has changed, until yesterday from Monday they were stronger, they climbed, the brown if you ignored it to make another eat your finger. You heard rigorous meowing, not moaning, I did bullshit. In 13 days they were 2 months old, until yesterday their appetite seemed to increase, not decrease, and they climbed onto a person into nothing.
Sorry.