Never really had my personality assessed. But I'm definitely very introverted. I don't like being around people in-person.
And we've determined I'm a "naturally grumpy person". My mood is generally either "stable grump" or "excessive grump". I'm also a very high-stress person.
I used to always use my art as either a way to de-stress from life, or as a way to depict the things I actually do see as beautiful in the world. Depending on which of those I'm doing, will affect my subject matter greatly. The former was usually where portraits and surrealism happened (surrealism, because I find I'm far more creative when I'm grumpy). The latter, is where my botanical and insect art typically comes out.
I'm also neurodivergent, which I've now come to realize probably greatly affects my art. I also struggle with sketchbooks. I can't shake the feeling that the sketchbook needs to be "a perfect and presentable object" even though I knew it was strictly for me. I rarely use them now because I just struggled too much. I think that slight perfectionism is why I struggle immensely to loosen up with my art. Sometimes I like the idea of just loosely painting something for the fun of it. But my goodness, is that ever difficult to do!
I also need to be alone to do art. As soon as anyone is nearby, I feel really uncomfortable. I love the idea of drawing outside in a park or somewhere else nice, but I feel too uncomfortable and unfocused. That was a challenge when I took art in school. Most of my work ended up being done at home, and I used my in-class time for general planning. Thankfully my teacher was understanding about it. She'd just ask me to stop at certain stages and bring it in so she could see my general process. The only person I was ever comfortable drawing/painting around was my mother. But, she was a career artist, and also taught me some of my art skills. So I just felt more comfortable. I've still occasionally sent her pictures of WIPs for critiques.
I think my moods affect my medium choice a bit too. When I'm grumpy, I often like charcoal for dramatic contrast. Whereas when I'm more relaxed, I tend to like things like pastels, where I can get bold colors and a wide palette of colors to choose from. And both fit well with the subject matter that tends to fall within those moods.
I think I'm rambling now...
