I am trying to paint or draw something every day. but I keep skipping and telling myself I will do better tomorrow. But tomorrow never seems to come.Same old…create a painting daily and hope to improve as a result of enjoying the art of painting.
I get out of bed, have a coffee, and then head to my studio. It’s a ritual now. I usually know what I am going to work on in the morning so I fall asleep painting in my mind. Helps me with desire to paint as I anticipate the trial for the next piece.I am trying to paint or draw something every day. but I keep skipping and telling myself I will do better tomorrow. But tomorrow never seems to come
Nice!Just signed up for a watercolor class to get me kickstarted.
I've just added Raw Umber to my palette. very useful color.I'm getting g old, I'd better begin painting before I exit this planet. I need a new tube of Raw Umber!
You crack me up. I will say Congrats on getting into the art society despite the implied...socialization.Yeah, I have some spring plans!
After finally rebuilding my website, and researching all the local galleries, and updating my statement/resume/bio…I’m starting some very feeble and lame attempts at “promotion.” All that means is that I’ll apply to shows if an appropriate one pops up. Or I’ll send emails to the (very few) galleries where I think I might fit in.
Yesterday I got word that a jury committee accepted me for membership into the local art society. Art “society” sounds so hoity-toity but it’s in their name so it is what it is. This is my first tentative foray into the NM art “world/scene” and it’s a pretty good first step….considering the somewhat limited options around here. Or maybe it only seems limited compared to Boston (where I was before). It’s also surprising that my work was accepted at all, despite being weird and “unspiritual” and not about the breathtaking western landscape.
And now I wonder…and worry…if this means I’ll have to be more….sociable?! Could my work be in some shows while my body avoids all the mingling and smiling and chit chat? I mean, I can do it if forced, but just the thought of talking in complete sentences, and coherently, exhausts me. I’ll guess I’ll see just how much bandwidth I have left…
That’s horrible to admit.
But…it’s oh so me.
Yeah, I have some spring plans!
After finally rebuilding my website, and researching all the local galleries, and updating my statement/resume/bio…I’m starting some very feeble and lame attempts at “promotion.” All that means is that I’ll apply to shows if an appropriate one pops up. Or I’ll send emails to the (very few) galleries where I think I might fit in.
Yesterday I got word that a jury committee accepted me for membership into the local art society. Art “society” sounds so hoity-toity but it’s in their name so it is what it is. This is my first tentative foray into the NM art “world/scene” and it’s a pretty good first step….considering the somewhat limited options around here. Or maybe it only seems limited compared to Boston (where I was before). It’s also surprising that my work was accepted at all, despite being weird and “unspiritual” and not about the breathtaking western landscape.
And now I wonder…and worry…if this means I’ll have to be more….sociable?! Could my work be in some shows while my body avoids all the mingling and smiling and chit chat? I mean, I can do it if forced, but just the thought of talking in complete sentences, and coherently, exhausts me. I’ll guess I’ll see just how much bandwidth I have left…
That’s horrible to admit.
But…it’s oh so me.
I don’t know if I have social anxiety exactly. I can chit and chat, force a smile, pretend I’m listening, ask insincere questions…but do I WANT to do that? No, I don’t. Is doing it any fun? No, it isn’t.
Except for two solo shows, I’ve skipped all my exhibit openings. I avoided marriage for decades because the thought of wearing a weird puffy dress and everyone looking at me was too…horrible. Halloween was no fun. Maybe there’s some “performance” anxiety (vs. social anxiety) at play. But I think it’s just that I’m really introverted and social gatherings - of any kind - are more like taking medicine or working out at the gym or eating diet food. You have to do it here and there and now and then but…you’d just rather not.
But thanks for sharing all that John. You’re the sweetest. And funny! Do you want to come with me….?